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i wanna be a lawyer.. as in ever since namulat ang aking mga mata, hndi ko pinangarap maging doktor o nurse o titser, basta abogado lang.. kahit sa mga slumbooks noong elementary at highschool ang nakalagay sa AMBITION e: to become a lawyer.. ewan ko ba kung bkit basta un e.. so i'm very excited to take this big chance, i'm counting the days on 06-06-05, start na ng classes.. like everynight sinisimulan ko na titigan ang id ko sarap kc ng feeling, i feel so elated when i read the text below my pic: STUDENT Arellano Law.

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Aug 28, 2005
:p

     after 100 years, again i write... :p i miss work... wala na kc ako pera.. un lang... tamad nnman ako sulat.. haler na lang sa lahat ng mapapadaan sa blog ko..

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Aug 4, 2005
midterms na

AUGUST 13 start ng hell.. malalpit na midterms namen.. yikes!!! carry ko kaya toh???? wish me lak nlng kung sino man ang mapapadpad sa blog ko. :)

i went to people support last wednesday, grabe para akong mumay na kakatok sa mga pinot para palabasin ng mga guard kc wala ako access card.. ok lang i saw julie nman.. wahehehe...

so, after ng midterms magrereporting na kmi.. will join a sorority kc!! yes totoo na itoh..

la lang the end tamad nko type e. :)

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Jul 19, 2005
after 10 years...

At last noh oo naka net na ulet ako at nakasulat sa blog... sobra bc sa skul nde na nga ako makaligo e.. nyahahaha.. joke lng.. everyday pa naman ako nakakapalit ng undies.. :p so eto ang buhay law school so so so busy but so so so fulfilling at the same time.. ngyon ko nagagamit ung mga palista lista ko ng vocabulary words.. hihihihi...

So ano ba ang bag sakin? wala nman ung nga lng nde na ex ko ang napapanaginipan ko articles nlang ng law.. nyahahaha.. at least a positive change.. okei nman ang mga frendship ko sa lawskul un nga lang may lagi sama ng sama sa akin&nbsp;parang stalker na ang feeling e lahat ng boys sa arellano e crush sya.. YIKES!!

Lapit na midterms namin good luck sa kin kung pano ako magaaral.. ah basta ayoko magresign si GMA!!! itaguyod ang mga may taling at nunal (sa mga nde nakakaalam kung ano ang taling :p) bwahahahahaha

Lovelife naman: May taga UE na ang tyaga manundo sakin sa skul kahit kulang nlng e kulayan ko ng uling ang katawan ko para nde nya ako makita.. grabe ang kulit mas makulit pa sakin.. palibhasa frat man lakas ng loob... pero in fairness mabait naman sya, un nga lang nde ko lang talaga sya type.. walang magic.. wala lang....

un lang.. hanggang sa muli.. :))


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Jun 27, 2005
hi!!!!!

haayyyyyy at last ma-update ko na blog ko.. pero this will be super short kc sobrang dami ko pa babasahin!!  masaya law school, you just have to be extra masipag sa pag-aaral and you should always have something to say...

i miss the people in DR.. guys kaya ako nag-update ng blog para sa inyo.. i hope the team in x-sat and shared vet reps are doing okay and well.. sa mga repapips na may higher dreams, i think i'mp in pointing LEO (heehee) go go go!!! aim high and go for your dreams... :)))


PS: musta na pala ung crush ko jan??? nyahahahaha!!!!










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Jun 2, 2005
thoughts for the day

   "sometimes second lives are better than the first"

i chose to crawl and hurt myself for a year.. searching for answers but didn't even got close to getting one.. the more i quest for answers the more evasive they become.. bkit ganon??? anyways, enough is enough.. i crawled once, crawled twice, once is enough, twice is too much, thrice is katangahan.  I make the decisions in my life, I may have chosen to crawl and hurt myself for a year, dalawang beses na akong gumapang para sayo, but I'm not gonna do it again the third time.  Nostalgia is the most that you can do to me now.  This time I'll be stronger for myself.  This time I'm not gonna count what I don't have, this time I'm gonna count what I have and count my blessings.  Thanks for the pain, it made me a better person and a much tougher being.. :)

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May 28, 2005
8 days 9 nights

      tama ba bilang ko???? anyways... 9 na tulog nlng at pasukan na.. natatawa ang mommy ko pag sinasabi ko toh sa bahay binibilang ko kasi.. atleast i have something to look forward too.. maiiwan ko na nga lang ang PS, pero i'll still keep in touch.. :))

      pakshet na yan.. magtetext ka pag gusto mo lng and when u feel like texting, well sorry, i'm too fed-up with you.. I made a deal with God that if I text again i'm gonna flunk subject in law school.. however it sounds, pero this time i'm gonna do it for good.. makikilala mo na talaga ang totoong sharina na pag ayaw na wa ka na magagawa.. 


   un lang..
   
      

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May 25, 2005
kerengkeng time

may crush akong bago sa DR!!!!!!  cutie and looks really nice and mabait... nice eyes... attracted pa nman ako sa mga nice eyes.... simple lng sya which makes him more attractive.. wla lang lumandi nnman ako.. pampakilig lng before magstart ng classes..

nges hu...

hndi katangkaran..
hndi pansinin...
payat..
quiet type..
nice eyes... pramis!!!
simple..

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May 24, 2005
random thoughts

   13 days to go b4 classes starts... excited ba ako o nervous??? cguro both..  excited na ako sa bonding ng buong freshman incoming sa are.. mag-reresort daw for the whole weekend.. ang saya saya!! ako pa na hydrophilic at hayok sa pool.. nyahahaha....

   anyways this day came out to be a good one for me.. i had 2 sales.. fulfilling ang feeling (sounds redundant) ng may contribution ka sa team goal.. we had to reach like 25 sales and the reward is::: PIZZA PIZZA.. ok na atleast # of sales ang goal at hindi conversion.. nkakafrustrate kc pag conversion ung primary goal e, kc kahit anong gawin mo e mababa talaga ang conversion lalo pag dinale ka ng no cc/ec at dnc shits.. hayyy layf is so makulay.. buti nlng may color pink pampaganda ng kulay....

   may goal ako.. na hndi ko naman magawa.. leche nagbura na nga ako ng frendster, ang kulit ko pa rin.. kahit kelan talaga pasaway ako.. i wanna escape, do everything to escape my hurtful past, but how??? ewan.. d ko alam kung ano pa pde kong motivation... ang promise ko pa nman e come june 06, wala na tlaga.. goodbye past.. hayyy sana makaya ng willpower ko.. determined naman akong tao, dun lang sa bagay na un ako dumadapa at laging natatalisod... punyeta talaga.. hayyy layf is so unfathomable... :((( 

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May 19, 2005
I LUV THESE SONGS!!!

  BROKEN SONNET


And now I concede on the night
of this fifteenth song
Of melancholy, of melancholy
And now I will admit in this fourth line
That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do

Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side

The clock on the TV says 8:39 p.m.
It's the same, it's the same
And in this next line I'll say it all over again
That I love you, that i love you

I don't care what they say
I don't care what they do

Cause tonight I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And I will never let go, will never let go

I leave my fears behind
Cause tonight I'll be right at your side
Lie down right next to me
Lie down right next to me
And i will never let go, never let go

But still I see the tears from your eyes
Maybe I'm just not the one for you



     MY IMMORTAL


I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind
Your face, it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I wiped away all of your tears
When you'd scream I fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
all of me

 
   CRAZY FOR YOU 

Swaying down as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that

Chorus:

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all

Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see

(chorus)

It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you

 
     LIVING ON A PRAYER

Once upon a time not so long ago:
Tommy used to work on the docks
union's been on strike

He's down on his luck - It's tough
so tough.
Gina works the diner all day
working for her man

She brings home her pay for love
for love.

She says: We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference if we make it or not.
We've got each other and that's a lot for love -
We'll give it a shot.

We're half way there - Livin' on a prayer

Take my hand and we'll make it
I swear - livin' on a prayer.

Tommy got his six string in hock.
Now he's holding in what he used to make it talk -
So tough
it's tough.
Gina dreams of running away
when she cries in the night
Tommy whispers: Baby
it's okay
someday.

We've got to hold on to what we've got . . .
We're half way there - Livin' on a prayer
. . .

We've got to hold on ready or not

You live for the fight when it's all that you've got.

We're half way there - Livin' on a prayer
. . .
We're half way there - Livin' on a prayer
. . .
We're half way there - Livin' on a prayer
. . .

 
    CAN'T WE TRY


I see your face cloud over like a little girls
And your eyes have lost their shine
You whisper something softly
I’m not meant to hear
Baby tell me what’s on your mind
I don’t’ care what people say
About the two of us from different worlds
I love you so much that it hurts inside
Are you listening
Please listen to me girl

Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try to understand
That it’s love we’re fighting for
Can’t we try just a little more passion
Can’t we try just a little less pride
I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside

I hear you on the telephone
With God knows who
Spilling out your heart for free
Everyone needs someone they can talk to
Girls that someone should be me

So many times I’ve tried to tell you
You just turn away
My life is changing so fast now
Leaves me lonely and afraid

Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try to understand
That it’s love we’re fighting for
Can’t we try just a little more passion
Can’t we try just a little less pride

I love you so much baby
That it tears me up inside
Don’t let our love fade away
No matter what people say
I need you more and more each day

Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try just a little bit harder
Can’t we give just a little bit more
Can’t we try just a little more passion
Can’t we try just a little less pride
Love you so much baby
Tears me up inside

 
     OFFICIALLY MISSING YOU


All I hear is raindrops, falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you


I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you


Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...


All I do is lay around, 2 ears full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at all


Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I-I’m officially missin’ you


Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially


Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see that’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you


Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...


It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I’m officially missin’ you 


     WATER RUNS DRY 

Wait
Don’t wait for the water
Wait
Don’t wait for the water


We don’t even talk anymore
And we don’t even know what we argue about
Don’t even say I love you no more
’cause saying how we feel is no longer allowed
Some people will work things out
And some just don’t know how to change


Chorus:
Let’s don’t wait till the water runs dry
We might watch our whole lives pass us by
Let’s don’t wait till the water runs dry
We’ll make the biggest mistake of our lives
Don’t do it baby


Now they can see the tears in our eyes
But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts
Well maybe that’s a pain we can’t hide
’cause everybody knows that we’re both torn apart
Why do we hurt each other
Why do we push love away


Chorus

Don’t do it baby
Don’t do it baby
Wait
Watch
Don’t wait for the water
Wait
Don’t wait


Some people will work things out
And some just don’t know how to change


Chorus

Wait
Don’t do it baby
Wait
Don’t do it baby
Wait
Watch
Wait
No, no baby
We might watch our whole lives, yeah
Don’t wait for the water

     I WILL SURVIVE

At first I was afraid I was petrified
Kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side;
But then I spent so many nights
Thinkin' how you did me wrong
And I grew strong
And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed that stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I'd've known for just one second you'd back to bother me
Go on now, go walk out the door
Just turn around now
('cause) you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
Did I crumble
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh no, not.I. I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive;
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give and I'll survive,
I will survive. Hey hey.
It took all the strength I had not to fall apart
Kept trying' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart,
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself. I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person still in love with you,
And so you feel like droppin' in
And just expect me to be free,
Now I'm savin' all my lovin' for someone who's lovin' me
Go on now.. etc.

TELL ME WHERE IT HURTS 



Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying
Tell me now tell me now
Tell me why you're feeling this way
I hate to see you so down
Oh baby is it your heart
Ooh breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do
Why don't you

Tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they fallin'
Did somebody somebody somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold
So baby, give me a chance to put back all the pieces
Take your broken heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
Why don't you

Tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away

Is it your heart
Ooh that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything I can do

Tell me where it hurts now baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts now tell me
And I'll love you with a love so tender
And if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away 
 

ANINO MO

ANINO
LUMILIPAS, NAGTATAKA KUNG BAKIT
AKO UMIIWAS SA BAWAT SABIHIN MO,
MERON PA BANG PAGASA?
NA MAGBAGO ANG LAHAT
PRE CHORUS:
SA BAWAT ORAS NA LUMIPAS AKOY MAGHIHINTAY NALANG
DI MALAMAN KUNG PAANO MO AKO NAKUHANNG SAKTAN
SA BAWAT ORAS NA LUMIPAS AKOY MAGHIHINTAY NALANG
DI MALAMAN KUNG PAANO MO AKO NAKUHANG SAKTAN
CHORUS:
LUMALAYO AKO SAYO NAGLALARO SA ISIP KO
LUMALAYO AKO SAYO HINAHANAP ANG ANINO MO

WALA NA BANG LIWANAG?
KAILANGAN BANG MAGDILIM ANG YONG MUNDO?
BAGO KA KUMILOS NAGLALAKAD SA DAANAN WALANG PATUTUNGUHAN

PRE CHORUS
CHORUS

DI MO MALAMAN
DI MO MAKITA
SA IYONG MATA
AKOY NAWAWALA
ANG BAWAT LINGON MO SA BUHAY
DI MO MALAMAN DI MO MAKITA
ANG BAWAT BUHAY NA MAKULAY
AKOY NAGTATAKA BIGLANG NAWAWALA
(SUNDAN MO)ANG ANINO KO
(TINGNAN MO) NASAAN NA BA AKO
(SUNDAN MO) ANG ANINO KO
(TINGNAN MO)

CHORUS

LUMALAYO(2X)

 

 





 

 


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a blog at last

    After i don't know how many months since blogs got popularized,
I finally made a blog...

 I guess this'll be my legacy to DR, coz after 14 months,
I'm gonna resign na.. I have a dream to pursue, dream na eversince
the world began for me...  I'm gonna miss all the friends i've made
here, wonderful beautiful people of DR lng ha.. Pero since nde naman
lahat e wonderful and beautiful, e hindi lahat mamimiss ko.. nyahahaha!!!

 But then I feel a pang when I think na iiwan ko na ang
People Support.  This company has really helped me in lots of ways..
Napamahal na sakin ang PS, kc kahit mejo pasaway akong rep noon at ngayon e
i'm still here alive and kicking.. :)

 Me gonna miss the people who have become close to me..
I made friends here that would always be a part of my memory..
Dito ko natutunan ang patience, people skills sa mga engot na kausap
sa telepown, and responsibility above all other things. 

 Mga mamimiss kong repapips:  My teammates ko sa X-sat, mga
naging supervisors ko, mga vet-reps, pipay, frennie, van, love at mga
newbies na nakabonding ko... To all of you guys, you'll always be
remembered...

 But I guess all good things have to end.  I just submitted
my resignation paper today, May 19, 2005.  Nag pa-cake si Sean Bowen,
ok nman sya kahit hindi Red Ribbons o Goldilock.. Cguro
personally baked para ma-encourage kmi to use tie-downs.

 Today, we're at 2%, (ayan si Omeed kakadaan lng 2% lng ang
conversion) and the window is closing (well as of writing this letter).

 O sya sya.. I'll close this na rin.. Till next posting!!


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